26/04/1905 - A-odd
pm I'm still moved by what the analyst said yesterday.
Again: What's wrong with me and questions?
"Why do not you ask?"
Since last night I have unleashed a whirlwind in the head, and do not know ... I do not know where to start.
A memory came to me often: an evening of long ago, as a child, in my room that does not light came through the window, lying on my old bed of white pine boards.
remember I was lying, but awake. I could hear my parents fighting, and I covered with a blanket.
What I recall more clearly the time was that he was lying, though the sun was still high, and havesk I do not want anyone to know I do not know. No wonder because I want the answer come to me alone. No wonder I fear asking too much and annoy. No wonder I do not want to put more pressure on the relationship. (If you're stuck, compel, if it breaks, however had to change it.)
I want everything to come to me, explained and effortless. Enlighten someone else and gray areas that arise is to my liking. And if something is not to my taste, it is resolved soon. And by itself, or any other equivalent. Afraid to ask because the answer is on the other, but is also the one that comes to me and do what I want without asking. I want to learn by seeing, living, listening, not because I sometimes wonderor many doubts and I do not know what to ask.
I all ready answers, no words in between. Read my mind, I read yours. It's too much to ask, right?
Y. .. When do you ask? Who?
What should I ask? How?
I admit that I do not like asking for help, makes me feel dependent and do not like, but ... Is not this what I want, then?
"I will not listen, I will not talk / a weightless life / I'll moonwalk ..."
Friday, September 29, 2006
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Best Thing For Joints Back to school ...
Tomorrow I start school, and this weekend, as the last before the course say that I've taken a bit ... On Thursday I went to parties with my cousin Zizur of Lasai but comfortable.
On Friday I went with my ex-sister also to Zizur future, and there we met with the lau, the arena ... and a lot of people. I was with my Cuadri as always, and always crowded ... basketball, cole from when I was little ...
On Saturday, I had to write Tudela match was a friendly match between the TAU and the CAI Zaragoza, won the TAU as expected ... at first igualadillo, but then stayed for a little bit ... Not decaffeinated was Scola (first thing I saw upon entering) and was not Erdogan and Splitter, but ... there went by Sergio Vidal, Paul PriggioC Another child, a colleague Iriarte pepe ... hope coments! Jejeje
the Lau, a "monstruilla" ... to get it right?? Jejeje
Saturday And we afternoon ... I'm going to put these pictures in a row or I'll repeat a bit ...
First with Lescano, then the Pears also wanted to take picture with me, so envy Priggioni had also let you make a picture conmi, and last but not least ... Sergio Vidal
Have you noticed how I grab all? hehe, if ...
I hope you like them, and that you do very well all week, which requires less for Friday again! and nowless and less
...
Aio!
On Friday I went with my ex-sister also to Zizur future, and there we met with the lau, the arena ... and a lot of people. I was with my Cuadri as always, and always crowded ... basketball, cole from when I was little ...
On Saturday, I had to write Tudela match was a friendly match between the TAU and the CAI Zaragoza, won the TAU as expected ... at first igualadillo, but then stayed for a little bit ... Not decaffeinated was Scola (first thing I saw upon entering) and was not Erdogan and Splitter, but ... there went by Sergio Vidal, Paul PriggioC Another child, a colleague Iriarte pepe ... hope coments! Jejeje
the Lau, a "monstruilla" ... to get it right?? Jejeje
Saturday And we afternoon ... I'm going to put these pictures in a row or I'll repeat a bit ...
First with Lescano, then the Pears also wanted to take picture with me, so envy Priggioni had also let you make a picture conmi, and last but not least ... Sergio Vidal
Have you noticed how I grab all? hehe, if ...
I hope you like them, and that you do very well all week, which requires less for Friday again! and nowless and less
...
Aio!
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Mount And Blade Scottish Mod
Crema Catalana, Mendes, the blonde, Tudela was present by dani, Tito Sertx, Mister, Cris, Lau, Txutxo, Ruther, Elqa, my future ex-sister, my parent and Uruguayan fashion ... jejeje Gifts:
good, had everything, earrings (three pairs), two necklaces, a bracelet, a purse, box super beautiful handmade, a sweatshirt, two greeting cards ... "likes eating celebration on, a pillow for the bathtub, a super mega car radio, and perhaps, the least expensive (as expensive, but not how much it costs), but it thrilled me very many hjzo bracelet is a master ... it takes all night, and I came to offer a car parking space for him, and I rejected the offer because, as was logical, nor going to waste the radio ... hehehe
Wednesday also gave me a Menorca (or Ibiza, it depends who says it) a super cool shorts, a dozen roses, a cow and a string of stars ...
Temperature:
bua! that a good night to ... thank goodness, because if not equal in a little tight, but in the street ... bufffffffff Then we went to Pamplona and we got together with more friends, and this was a bit on Saturday .. . I'm going to put some photic, of which I have, but if anyone has any more ... I sent it and will try to. I'm about to tell Elqa, to leave the basketball, and engaged in camisetacesto ... because you need to have aim ...!!!
I here,my "only" friend, or my "friends only" and Lau With Cris ...
With soloists router ...
Part of the group ... Look at the super bracelet I wear! jejeje
And finally one of you guys ...
That we all handsome and pretty! I hope people would have gone well ... classes begin on Thursday and I'm a lazy ... but hey, eating and scratching ... so, this is the time to! Many
besitossssssss and thank you very much to those who did because this was one of the best meet so far ... if not the best, you all thank you very much!
good, had everything, earrings (three pairs), two necklaces, a bracelet, a purse, box super beautiful handmade, a sweatshirt, two greeting cards ... "likes eating celebration on, a pillow for the bathtub, a super mega car radio, and perhaps, the least expensive (as expensive, but not how much it costs), but it thrilled me very many hjzo bracelet is a master ... it takes all night, and I came to offer a car parking space for him, and I rejected the offer because, as was logical, nor going to waste the radio ... hehehe
Wednesday also gave me a Menorca (or Ibiza, it depends who says it) a super cool shorts, a dozen roses, a cow and a string of stars ...
Temperature:
bua! that a good night to ... thank goodness, because if not equal in a little tight, but in the street ... bufffffffff Then we went to Pamplona and we got together with more friends, and this was a bit on Saturday .. . I'm going to put some photic, of which I have, but if anyone has any more ... I sent it and will try to. I'm about to tell Elqa, to leave the basketball, and engaged in camisetacesto ... because you need to have aim ...!!!
I here,my "only" friend, or my "friends only" and Lau With Cris ...
With soloists router ...
Part of the group ... Look at the super bracelet I wear! jejeje
And finally one of you guys ...
That we all handsome and pretty! I hope people would have gone well ... classes begin on Thursday and I'm a lazy ... but hey, eating and scratching ... so, this is the time to! Many
besitossssssss and thank you very much to those who did because this was one of the best meet so far ... if not the best, you all thank you very much!
Thursday, September 7, 2006
Scabies Treatmentfurn Once upon a time ...
on three, but I hope you like ...
girls team ...
Now that bite ... hehehe
It is a little blurry .... sorry, I have to admit that I did. .. :-S
Both teams ...
the moment these are out there. CHTMMany kisses to todossssssss XC
girls team ...
Now that bite ... hehehe
It is a little blurry .... sorry, I have to admit that I did. .. :-S
Both teams ...
the moment these are out there. CHTMMany kisses to todossssssss XC
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